Wednesday, December 30, 2009


i do believe in karma.
aku cuma dlm fasa membingungkan diri sendiri bila aku rasa aku sangat² dalam kesusahan.
i never stop raising my hands to God, pleading a sign that 'i will be okey, i can through this hardest time'.. but i do conscious that God isn't so easier to 'give that signs' ~
im wondering, by end of the time..what will be the karma of mine?

Thursday, December 24, 2009

So the world turning in my sheets and once again, I cannot sleep.

My mind is muddy and my heart’s heavy, but I wonder does it show? Can you see?

The truth is painful. The truth is awkward and very often the truth hurts.

People think they want the truth.

But do they really?

Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to the heart.

Truth, or life for that matter, is messy.

At some point, you have to make a decision.

That’s how we’re made.

In life, we stopped at the crossroads, to ponder on our decisions whether to go on further or the possibility of another route.

Some of us just pass these crossroads like a breeze.

However though, there will be some of us who stop at these crossroads a little longer than we intend to.

And there is a few who are just left with no choice, settling with the option made by others.

Insignificant? Cruel but is the truth.

When the tide has come and gone, you wonder why it was even there in the first place.

As the water level resides and you can see your toes in the sand.

You hope that your footprints will never fade away, but as another wave washes it away, you realize that you are nothing but a temporary mark in this world

And then you realize that certain thing is never forever.

And no matter how badly a thing is hurting you, sometimes letting it go hurts even worse.

I come to realize that anyone who can touch you can scar you.

And anyone who can reach you can leave you.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009


lappy aku rosak. again.

aku rasa mcm nak bakar jak kedai acer tu. okey, tak boleh bakar, sbb aku tak nak masuk penjara.. *hello....kiutnya aku ni, masuk penjara?? ekskius miii..*

tapi they just did fix it 1 week ago!! and suck again? serius aku meradang.

macam mana aku nak dgr lagu? trim lagu? edit gambar? fb? flickr???

mungkin aku patut mengamuk di kaunter acer tu. esok.

p/s - percaya ka? =p

*my orenj lappy*;D

Thursday, December 17, 2009


it's good to feel the air of blogging area. and of course, the 1st blog i must read is Ernie's blog.
really missed her writings back days.

there's lots of things i love to share. my life, my routines, my pixies, and my love's story.

lovely days. Alhamdulillah.